I am nothing like you would expect in reality. In fact, I made this so I could vent out without anybody knowing. But somehow there’s going to be someone that knows. This is going to be a little introductory about myself, but I should start talking and stop telling you what I’m going to say. ANYWAYS. On the outside, I’m confident (most of the time) perky, happy, loud and extremely nice girl. But I’m a push over, I haven’t been kissed, no guy would ever date me. Why? I guess you could say that I’m not as attractive as every girl around. I’m insecure, I guess. I’m lazy, not productive. And yeah I get depressed. I also think I’m insane, like mental. I don’t show my emotions on the outside, I hate crying—I cry at every little thing. I only emotion I will show is happy. But that doesn’t mean that I’m happy all the time, but sometimes I wanna show that I’m in a bad mood; but that quickly erases. I use too much wishy washy words like “guess” and “but”, so I guess I’m wishy washy as well. Overall, you’ll learn more about me later, but I will not hold anything back on here. I will get out all the things on my mind.